Sunday, January 11, 2009

8 years ago..............

8 stupid loooooooooooonnnnnnnng years (almost to the minute) ago.......................my world changed, my family changed, my heart changed, I changed.................



I know it is truly not stupid. I know there must be a reason, I'm just not good at looking for the reason right now.




Happy Birthday, Precious Baby Boy!!!

John 'Adam'








XOXO



4 comments:

boltefamily said...

Praying for you!

Jacob said...

Pen,
I wish I could take it all away...it's not fair. You amaze me! I love you!
Peg

Anonymous said...

I remember the day. I remember looking at my Hunter, only 6 weeks old, thinking to my self 'it's not fair'. Then someone asked when I went back to work, if it was hard, taking him to the sitter and I told them about my cousin, whom I loved dearly, who was suffering the loss of her first son. No, it was not hard for me to go back to work, knowing I could hold mine and my cousin could not.

I think of you often. You are such a strong person, Pen. God will see you through.

All my love and prayers,
Wendy

Rebekah said...

I cannot even fathom it. You are a courageous woman.

I love the name Adam, it is what I had wanted to name either one of our girls if they had been boys.